3 crazy people finished a crazy round of Dai Dee between 2 mrt stops. Gaah~~~
Only in the 3rd week of sch and PK already, so i came up with a couple feasible solutions:
Puey ling sent me this just last night. Had gone for S25 class gathering last Sat, which saw us having dinner at Vivo Marche (as usual the guys loudly complained abt hw expensive the food was in front of the cashier) and having fun ... with some cows, before bumming arnd at Pacific Coffee.
NJCians of the Round Table 
3 pretty babes! Single n available. Anyone??
the Twisties group pic
The cows standing outside Marche were simply too tempting to resist climbing up on. Jac went up with a single fluid move despite wearing a skirt. Like... ... wowwwwwww... *stares in awe* So i got inspired too.
And as u cld have guessed...i failed miserably. So here's my -VERY - unglam Butt shot while the best i cld do was to drape myself over the cow like a saddle on a horse and laughed like crazy while the rest laughed at me.
But since my skin's as thick as the cellulite on my a**, i decided to give it another go with the help of the best gal pal.
Future tai-tais of S25 unite!
So together
But so broken up inside.
I really should stop crying over the littlest things.
But constant exposure to negative stimuli eg. black faces, rejection, redundancy leads to more frequent occurrences of negative physiological, affective and behavioral responses, hence the higher tendency of succumbing to depression.
Therefore, i conclude it's time to get out of the damned house before i really lose it.
Felt the sudden calling to travel today.
Considered the options of working as an air stewardess after i graduate, or go on a post-grad backpacking trip with a bunch of friends. Think it'd be nice to step out for some fresh air:)
Random thoughts for NDP '07:
I dont think the term 'quitter' rightly refers to locals who migrate overseas in search of better lives. Rather, it would be more apt to apply to those who had migrated overseas, and then come back again only to forget their language, their culture, and worst of all, to forget that they themselves are precisely what they attempt to dissociate themselves from.
Realised that my thank-yous for Champs are long overdue, so here's another Champs-related post:)
In truth, i still feel bad about not having sung my best - tho it's certainly not what i wished for - but ive come to realise that it's all sung and done; it's all but a part of my learning journey, and figuring that it isnt the smartest thing to do to wallow in self pity, i thot i ought to pick myself up, overcome my weaknesses and sing even better in future.
Plus it wldnt do justice to all my supporters if i gave up on myself, would it?
So in utmost heartfelt gratitude, here are my thank-yous to the following (Dear Charm, pls help me tell em its here if they dont already read my blog!):-
Edmund and Davina: Im sorry, but i dont think i can ever thank you guys enough for being my Reso papa and mama. haha! If i really have to start, i guess i'd have to start from the day i walked into the clubrm during auditions, where you guys had an instrumental role to play in allowing me to join Reso at all. And throughout my 2 yrs so far, i bet not any other Reso member could have rightly claimed to be more aware of my growth as a singer than u guys. I know i shld have been more sincere, like writing thank-you cards and such and presenting them to u guys right after the show, but personally i prefer expressing them this way coz it's smudge-free and my thank-yous have more substance. Just ask my darling team-mates what i wrote for them lor. haha! （Cal, that doesnt mean i dont mean what i said on the cards k!) But once again, 除了谢谢，还是谢谢。
PS to Davina: Truly truly sorry for not having booked ur ticket for the finals. Im still reeling from the shock that i actually forgot abt you, but it was really an honest hindsight i swear!:s
Simon: You arranged one of the most beautiful songs for our competition. And to do that, youtook time off ur very busy schedule to come sch, hear us pract and show us ur gf's giganormous ear wax just so that singing the song would feel like wearing custom-made clothes for us. If i should forget to thank you at all, i really ought to go cultivate some ear wax. (actually i oso dunno what i mean by this, but nvm. Moving on!:p)
OOPS: Geez...ive been hanging out with you guys so much, sometimes i wonder if the others in Reso might just have the impression that im sucking up to you all man. haha! Let's see...for the past sem we have met up to makan tgr, taken modules tgr, studied/did work tgr, caught movies tgr... I dont think i've ever been this 'ngam' with my seniors before eh:) EnD aside, u guys are probably the busiest seniors for this competition already. All the way from the preparations till the competition itself, u guys have been soooooo helpful. From giving us feedback during our practs to sending us encouraging msgs to cheering ur heads off and taking pictures during the competition, you were always there. What more can a silly junior like me ask for?
to Cheryl jiejie - for being absolutely forthcoming with ur comments. While the rest of them might try to hold back those not-so-pleasant feedback, i know u'd be the other one who'd tell me as it is. (Davina is the other one) Painful sometimes, but necessary to know, i understand. I appreciate that frankness, really:) And thank you so much for helping me out with the ticket collection... I definitely needed the help, but before i asked for it, u came forward with the helping hand. This is very rare cuz these days, most people wld just 'siam'. But you, u didnt. Instead u "...do things because i scared no one else will do it..." See? That's why i believe u're a blessing!:)
Amanda jiejie - for being my solution to all creative problems. Like receiving your msgs..they're always very happy! And thank you for helping me with the pictures and souvenir!! (altho in one pic Cal seems to be singing into Andrew's 'pits haha!) I can tell u're a very very thoughtful person, coz u even provided me with marker to write my 'thank you' souvenir with. Being me, i would certainly never have thought to do that lah. haha...U're my inspiration!
Wailun - eeyer... i really cant bring myself to call u kor kor. Damn disgusting lah. haha! But hey, thank you all the same for dropping by our practs, hearing us out and helping us finetune our songs. We feel alot more secure, musically, with u arnd man. Serious. Eh let's all meet up for supper again soon k!
Jeremy - Yes you! Thanks for coming down to visit us during our practs and staying with us till late everytime even though u had to work. hahaha the choreo session was hilarious!! The few of us - yani, azi, u n me were laughing and fooling arnd while the rest were cracking their heads over choreo lah. lol...but really have to give u credit for giving us ideas and neat-ening our choreo!:D U are damn noisy but damn fun to have when u're very tired - coz that's when u zi-high (self-high). muahahaha!
Derek - for being just the way you are. And you are the ONLY ONE to date who would still tease me about not fitting into my cheongsam, at the pt of time when everyone else was more concerned abt me having insufficient slp and being too stressed. But really, ur randomness is a gift!:D
Charm jiejie - for being ever the counsellor for my emo and perpetually nervous soul, for reading my nonsensical blogposts and posting encouraging tags; for laughing at my lame jokes when no one else would; for listening to me whine on n on n on abt my mum when others gave up; for being worried for me when things went wrong; for saving me when im in deep sh*t; for being ever so cheerful and smiley when everyone else only had tired faces for me... and most imptly, for the little pat on the back to comfort me when everyone else thought i was fine.
In short, thank you for being the big sister everyone would want to have!:) (Xinkang u lucky boy!)
To non-Reso ppl:
Dad - thank you so much for the support. it's not as if you read my blog, but just in case you do pounce on my blog at any time, i'd love for u to know that i felt happy that u were really keen to hear us sing. Coz i know it's ur way of doting on ur big girl:) (altho i also know that my competition provided the perfect excuse for u to escape fr hving to prepare the stuffed chicken wings back at the stall:P)
Aunt Sharon and Grandma - Was worried that the songs wld put u guys to sleep, but haha...thank goodness no. Am very, very glad and relieved to know Grandma could recognise that i was singing in Chinese for my solo:p
Mum - Though u didnt turn up, i know u still constantly thought of me while u were working ur butt off at the stall. Otherwise how wld u have rmbed to call me up right before my item to invite my friends over for supper right? haha just kidding!
Shan - True love need not be spelt out in words. Period. haha!
Okay this post really looks like a suicide note - except much happier - so before anyone rings me up to tell me not to kill myself, i wanna say that i hope for more fun n happy times with all of you!
I really can't believe Esplanade hasnt called me to tell me they found the things i left behind, coz that simply means
1) a cheap green water bottle which costs $2,
2) a black Chevrons planner, and
3) a Happy Feet file which i really really liked alot n which contained all my comp scores.
I mean, the person who has my belongings must either be:
1) dirt poor, so poor that he/she had to steal an old water bottle, or
2) a perverted admirer who loves the smell of my spit (well, if he really likes it he cld hv just let me know, i'll gladly spit on him for free and for as long as i deem fit!!), or
3) he badly wants Matthew's number, or
4) more likely that not, he's a low-handed creep who cannot arrange his own scores and needs to steal others' hard, hard work to pass off as his own. How cheap.
But underneath it all, i really feel sorry for this thief, coz it says ALOT about his honesty, integrity and conscience. OR RATHER, THE ABSOLUTE ABSENCE OF.
To the thief, i hope u can still sleep well every night after what you did.
Version 2:
So we won!
And i've decided to be happy about it coz the friend who turned up alone to support me in the finals wants me to do so:)
Luv u much much, babe!!
And here's a pic of my darling group! (tho i still find it a tad hard to accept that that's the most 'mafia' look the 3 of them behind can manage. *smacks head in exasperation*)